What IF...Let's have a look!

What if...

I am not who I am now...

What if...

I am not a good boy...

What if...

I am not good in studies at all...

What if...

I am a rebellious child...

What if...

I do not listen to what the others said...

What if...

nobody put any hope on me...

WHAT IF...

Would that make me a different?

Different from what and who I am now~

According to what we learnt/ told by

In this age...We are suppose to study, because we only have ONE chance for our SPM and that related to our future. Whether it's true or not, and whatever this, we students/children are said to be responsible for our future~everything future future future~

Then who are going to be responsible for our teenager's period?!?!

Yes I know that we only have the 1 and only 1 chance to take SPM, BUT at the same time we only have ONE teenager's time in our whole life!

I want my form 4 life to be interesting...

But obviously I fail

My form 4 life is going to finish,

And I do not enjoy it at all.

Until now,

I missed out many chances to go out with my friends

A'famosa...Cinema...badminton...

Adults!

They only encourage us to study.

Form 3 - "Don't think PMR is not important, it's.............."

Form 4 - "Don't take this year as honey moon year, you must............"

And I can slightly guess what is the next "comment" I would receive next year~

Don't you think there is a contradiction in this situation...

"Study hard for your future, cut down your activities..."

"You see! Ask you to participate in some activities you don't want, know how to study only!"

But when we have activities to go on,

We will heard this

"Who ask you to take part in so many activities?? You should use more time to study, You should know how to plan your timetable!"

What a freaking conflict made by Adults,

Ridiculous~

Our timetable, is actually their timetable~

Hey Friends,

Stop saying that I am timid!

Never ever said like that,

I AM NOT!

If I do have the right to choose,

You can surely know what I decide

It's not my choice to be so "cold" in my form4 life...

You all enjoy it easily,

But not me...

Adults!

in their mind,

they thought a "often outing" will make we children's soul wild

But I wanted to tell you this:

Often outing doesn't mean our souls are not in the home,

Staying at home doesn't mean our souls are in the home!!!

There is a very wrong part, and problem faced by most teens...

In Adults's eyes,

The good 1 are those who success in their studies, the 1 who always looking for mountains of books...the 1 who obey whatever they said, because they never wrong.Although they do, they will never admit it.

The bad 1 are those who often outing, the 1 who fail in their studies,the one who do not obey them! In whatever situations~

The only reasons used by Adults for centuries...

" We are protecting you you know?"

Hey, if we are not given the chance to go outside, how can we train ourselves?? HOW CAN WE GROW??? Yes I do not deny you are protecting, but at the same time you destroy our teenager's time!

"Now is not the time yet, this is not what you can do now."

Hey, tell me when is the time we can?? after exam all the friends separated, And the feeling is not the same as now...When you do not have the chance to do what we can do now, doesn't mean that we are not suppose to do the same thing which you are not able to do in your teen's time!

"Results can not determine your future, but the certificate is the key to success."

This is ridiculous...again another contradiction...tell me what is the difference...For me, Certificates are never ever the only way to success! look at those scientists who succeed in their life, we read their stories since young, most of them are not very good in their studies. but according to our "law", there is another contradiction. So can I conclude that all these stories are lying??

There are many things, when I keep quiet, doesn't mean that I agreed with you. It's just that I am lazy to argue, and there's pointless for me to do like this.

Don't say that I still young don't know how to think, never said I do not think for the others, in some cases, why don't you think for me?? Why don't you Adults think for we Students!!!

So,

My dear friends...

stop saying that I am useless...

Don't think so I do not like to go out with you guys,

Don't blame me if I am very disappointing...

If I do have the right to choose!

If and Only If...

I am not sure how often I can go out with you guys...

It's ok if you guys don't invite me the next time,

Let's take me some photos, and I will put that as my memories^^

My Form4 life...

Is just like this!

And maybe...

I get used to it already~

今日金句：从不树敌的人，不会有性格。

Yea~ Read this^^

that day went to BI tuition,
Miss Chan gave us 1 paper...
I love its content,
I will post them up here 1 by 1 ^^

1st one:

Imagine there is a bank that credits your account each morning with $86400 and carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening it deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use that day, what would you do...?

You'd draw out every cent of course!!!! But each of us has such a bank. Its name is "Time". Every morning it credits us with 86400 seconds and every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this we failed to invest to good purpose. It carries over no balance: it allows no overdraft. Each day it opens a new account for us: each night it burns the remains from the day. If we fail to lose the days deposit, that is our personal loss. There is no going back. No drawing against "tomorrow". We must live in the present on today's deposit alone. So we must invest so as to get from it the utmost health, happiness and success...! Theclock is running...are you making the most of the today...???

今日金句：大多数人的成就，是在别人浪费掉的时间里取得。

Money Saving

recently cannot save any extra money ...
Don't know why...
too many things need money to settle...
Friend's birthday gifts..
class fee...
bus fee...

That day paid for installation RM5
friend's gift RM5..
1 week's money flew away~

My gosh...
Help me!!!


今日金句：从台下走上来，虽然只有短短一分钟，但走到这里是用了几千几万倍的时间。

Seldom update??

Don't ask me why,

I also don't know...

Lazy + Nothing for me to write here

Feel weird when writing here nowadays

However I hope this wont last long,

because I like blogging^^

apart from what I mentioned just now,

another problem is,

my internet...

My gosh...

recently slow like du~

So no mood to write also, cannot upload photos..

Lame...

I hope this problem wont follow me when I moved to a new place

Seriously hope that...

recently not so smooth,

My results sucks...

I broke my own record,

below 50% =.=///

next time I post my result here,

Let you all laugh >.<

From this second onwards,

I will try my best to focus for my End-Year Examination.

ALL OUT!!!

今日金句:生命并非计算活出了多少年，而是这些年里活出了多少生命。

My mood...

yea recently my mood is gone...

I don't know what happen,

No specific reason.

I feel stress recently,

for my studies

I really got trouble for my add math

I don't like Logarithm!!!

And the paper came out so many log questions...

My mind got nothing when I look at the paper...

What happen...

Since primary school until Form 3,

I never think and never afraid that,

Any subjects related to NUMBERS would become a problem to me

Never!

Until I blank when looking at those questions...

Maybe I underestimate the question...

Add math..

I don't even know whether can get above 50%..

After the paper, it was like...

OMG...

Speechless...

mood all gone~

I promise!!

This is the 1st and the last time for getting this kind of result

I will do more exercise,

do whatever I can do

To fight with Add Math

I don't believe Numbers can kill me!

Nothing can defeat me!!!

今日金句：人最难征服的就是自己，当你挑战自己，并发现自己原来也可以做到时，你便会享受到自我超越的成功感，并会回味无穷。

Results

Mid-Year Examination's Results

BC - 85

BM - 70

BI - 77

MM - 81

A.Math - 88

BIO - 76

PHY - 67

CHM - 81

P.Moral - 88

SJ - 79

Yea my Biology get A for the 1st time,

Although it's just a A- , but I will keep on my effort as I really love this subject.

I need to explain here, I like this subject because I really like it, not because of anyone!

Work harder for the next coming exam^^

Gambahte^^

今日金句：人类之所以会进步，就是因为下一代不听上一代的话。

Oh My Gosh...

Yes! If you wondering what is this...T_T....

That is my coupon of Hari Terbuka!!

I sold some to my friends in PSSS

Thx for their support.

Some of them so good,

Support me with taking the coupon.

but...

I put my coupon into washing machine...

Then all become like this...

Oh My Gosh...

T_T

今日金句：善于识别和把握都是极为重要的。

好歌介绍~

好歌介绍第一首~

凌加峻-三个字！

歌词：

你日日笑得这麽灿烂 我怎舍得你喊

做小丑我都愿意

爲了搏红颜一笑

从来没有这麽想一件事

原来有这麽一件事 才值得我们留恋

今天为你 死都可以

从前有那三个字 天天讲你知

虽然无新意 但有意思

我储埋储埋这麽多诗句

我只想你可以跟我一齐笑

从前那三个字 人人都钟意

好不可思议

但是又有几个人真正明白 那意思

我只知道 我只想你快乐

趁住人多多讲讲心里话 咁先至值囘票价

从此得你知我

任何事都不会怕

从来没有这麽想一件事

原来有这麽一件事 才值得我们留恋

今天真的为你 死都可以

从前有那三个字 天天讲你知

虽然无新意 但有意思

我储埋储埋这麽多诗句

我只想你可以跟我一齐笑

从前那三个字 人人都钟意

好不可思议

但是又有几个人真正明白 那意思

我只知道 我只想你快乐 Woo~

就算今天不再闯过昨日

我怎麽讲 都无谓

就算今天不再闯过昨日

我愿意等 下去

再等下去

再等下去

从前有那三个字 天天讲你知

虽然没新意 但有意思

我储埋储埋这麽多诗句

我只想 你可以跟我一齐笑

从前那三个字 人人都钟意

好不可思议

但是又有几个人真正明白 那意思

我只知道 我只想你快乐

我只想你 快乐

好歌介绍第二首~

神木与瞳-宽恕！

歌词：

面对面坐着 眼神不屑一顾

挤出的笑容 看起来好突兀

我走错一步 坠入万丈深谷

还是会想起 你的荒唐糊涂

针刚刺在心上 血流已如注

背叛了幸福 拿爱当赌注

曾把感情放逐 何时能结束

遇到你我想停止游牧 让爱归真返璞

漂泊会落幕 承诺说得那么铭心刻骨

你的眼泪让我无助

你懂不懂我为爱忍辱

努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误

不甘我们的爱 死在半途

听见你的心还在哭

遗忘不及痛蔓延速度

希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟

伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆

还是会想起 你的荒唐糊涂

针刚刺在心上 血流已如注

背叛了幸福 拿爱当赌注

曾把感情放逐 何时能结束

遇到你我想停止游牧 让爱归真返璞

漂泊会落幕 承诺说得那么铭心刻骨

你的眼泪让我无助

你懂不懂我为爱忍辱

努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误

不甘我们的爱 死在半途

听见你的心还在哭

遗忘不及痛蔓延速度

希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟

伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆

你的眼泪让我无助

你懂不懂我为爱忍辱

努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误

不甘我们的爱 死在半途

听见你的心还在哭

遗忘不及痛蔓延速度

希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟

伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆

今日金句：其实人的能力并没有太大的差别，只要被受鼓舞，可以激发更多内在的潜能。

Holiday planning?

Holidays~

Mid term holidays~

Had just passes for 3 days

I think I had to spend my holidays like a robot~

Well I don't mind actually,

That is my plan.

I plan to finish my Twilight Book

I plan to exercise everyday~

I plan to watch my 三国演义~

So...

this holiday should not be boring

since I had already plan how to spend it.

Hope everything goes smooth^^

Hey Friends,

Enjoy your holidays~

今日金句：有些事并不仅仅是看结果，而是重在过程与手段。要用正当的手段获取正当的权益，而不是用非法或不道德的手段赚取不属自己的东西。

My birthday 2010

Yea~ my birthday, 4/6/2010

I had a lot of fun during that day,

Although I had school that day,

and I received a present from school,

Sivik paper~

After school we went to Pizza Hut~

had a lot of fun there^^

This year, received presents from my friends

Thanks guys,

Thanks alot

given by Vinod and Pravind.

given by Chinese friends

I appreciate it!!

During that night,

Had dinner outside

My cake~

my beloved family^^

今日金句: 快乐的家庭，好比提早降临天堂。

Twilight Eclipse !!!!!!!!!!!!

Here are 2 Eclipse Trailer :

Oh My Gosh!!! Twilight Eclipse is so ~~ I cant explain! So!!! Spectacular!! I am absolutely Crazy for this movie! cant wait to watch it anymore~ Coming soon in July!! ARH!!! I am waiting for you!!!

今日金句：互联网的传送速度越快，换来的不是更多空闲时间，而是催逼自己去达到更多。

Disappointed

Yesterday watched the match,
So disappointed>.<
However,
I will still support MALAYSIA~

Must revenge in future~
ALL THE BEST TO MALAYSIAN BADMINTON PLAYER^^


今日金句：天分只是起点。

Thomas Cup!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOHOO!!!

So high!

Thomas Cup is going on,

Feel so exited XD

Support MALAYSIA!

MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!

But,

I feel so....

fed up

I have been waiting for this Thomas Cup for 2 years already,

I want to watch!

But!

A lot of disturbance!!

Especially tuition!!!

I just hope to watch the whole competition,

But I failed

Or, I was force to fail!!

Really fed up!

wait for so long,

YET! CANT WATCH IT NICELY!!!

What the DU~ is this...

Next time, when I grow up

I will have my own astro with sports Channel!

I am SURE!!!

However,

MALAYSIA entered semi-final,

fight with China,

For sure I support MALAYSIA!!

MALAYSIA ALL OUT!!

把对手杀个片甲不留！！！！！！！！！！

SUPPORT YOU!!

今日金句：精彩人生在于三心两意：专心、爱心、决心；再加上诚意与创意。

=.=///

yesterday so...

I was study actually,

I always put my phone besides me

And I study until 12.00 a.m.

It was raining,

my dad suddenly came in,

then ~~~

kena lo~

the worse thing was,

Ping and Chua sent me message that time,

I open their message

he thought I was playing with my phone,

but actually I am not.

I am really preparing for my history subject,

I know, and my dad told me before,

Don't sleep too late,

But,

this is the only way I study my history.

I can really study well in such a quiet period,

without any disturbance

really nice!!

But,

.......................

never mind,

since you do not want me to do like that,

I will do that during weekends

And 1 thing,

I hope my parent wont check my hand phone

That is my privacy,

I believe that and hope that they they will neevr do that.

Finally I wanna explain 1 thing,

I AM NOT PLAYING WITH THE PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

今日金句：成功人士都是在别人认为“那是在做梦”的情况下，勇敢地迈出了第一步。

What is the difference?

That day my sister ask me a question

Primary school's BC question.

造句：那场人为的战争造成了许多无辜的伤亡。（The man-made war cause a lot of innocent injures and deaths）

我告诉我妹，战争肯定是人为的，没有天然的战争，所以不用写人为。

I told my sister that war is always man-made, so the word "man-made" is not necessaries.

她告诉我是从书上抄来的。我叫他去问老师。

She told me that she copied from her book, I ask her to ask her teacher.

但她的老师却告诉她，那个“人为”是为了强调整个句子...

But her teacher told her that the word "man-made" is used to emphasize the sentence...

哇？如果是这样，那我在考试写这个句子：我的妈妈是女的。

So if the situation is like that, if I write this in my exam: My mother is a woman.

请告诉我，我的华文可以拿A吗？?

Please tell me, Can I get A in my BC paper??

今日金句：多数人追寻的快乐是有条件的，但唯有当你不设定任何条件时才能感受到快乐。

I am so Hardworking XD

I don't know why,

I normally do things which is suppose to be done by girls

or housewife~

But I do all these works,

For example, I always clean up the table or desk which was a mess results of my sisters.

And that day,

I do not know what happen to me,

I go and clean up the fans, 5 table fans at the same time.

So...hardworking ^^

BEFORE~

And suddenly gt 2 creatures appeared. I am not sure whether they are couple or not>.<

My house... Apa Pun Ada!!!

AFTER

Sweats came out, Sweat dripping~

finally need to give myself some "Award" Cold drink, and this drink is said to be "Can increase your height" XD

今日金句：历史没有100%的真相，在不同的角度、不同的理解及不同信念下，就有不同的历史。